Paving stones just outside the Blue Earth Country Historical Society entrance. One is inscribed with the names Solomon Evans, Ann Evans, and Hannah E. Stafford. The other with the saying "History is the past, present, future.

Who Are These People? A Family History Presentation

I created these slides for the 3 September 2025 session of the  of the University of Minnesota Retirees Association’s Family History Group, aiming to share how I figured out the identity of the person I refer to as biodude. The 3 sections of the presentation address Inheriting the Genealogy Bug, Collecting Some New Stories, and Renewing My Sense of Belonging. The day marked that I … Continue reading Who Are These People? A Family History Presentation

Windfalls of Questions, Stories, Tarot, and Music

So, I made a piece of art, a collage that hangs out alongside an essay as a sort of sound and landscape for what I’ve written – at least in my head that’s how I hold these two pieces together. I intend this little bit of an essay to externalize some of that thinking. Together all of this gets me started on pairing essays with … Continue reading Windfalls of Questions, Stories, Tarot, and Music

20 Questions and a World of Stories

Published in Severance Magazine’s NPEs section on 7 April 2025. Revision of Flash Memoir #1. Old stories and new stories are essential: They tell us who we are, and they enable us to survive. We thank all the ancestors, and we thank all those people who keep on telling stories generation after generation, because if you don’t have the stories, you don’t have anything.  – … Continue reading 20 Questions and a World of Stories

The family tree in Ilene's baby book names three of the four pairs of great-grandparents, with the spaces for Grumpy's parents names left blank.

Flash Memoir #2 (of 5) – Returning to My Trees: Transplanting My Rhizomes

Dod yn ôl at Fy Nghoed [Returning to my trees] –  a Welsh proverb advocating a “return to balanced state of mind” blank line Rhizomatic thinking is an attempt to give a picture for showing how seemingly unconnected things can actually form meaningful connections for us.  – Dave Cormier, glossary on rhizomatic learning and curriculum *** *** *** The 2018 Ancestry DNA spit test situating me … Continue reading Flash Memoir #2 (of 5) – Returning to My Trees: Transplanting My Rhizomes

Gram's hands hiding her face, and smiling

Flash Memoir #1 (of 5) – Never forget the hands that raised you

“We help the dead to inhabit death; they help us to inhabit life.  We are as much their angels as they are ours.” – Greg Mogenson, Greeting the Angels On 28 August 2024, I began the week’s transition out of the teaching and learning position I started that same day in 2000, then a week after Pops died.  At retirement, I found myself walking back … Continue reading Flash Memoir #1 (of 5) – Never forget the hands that raised you

We're all stories in the end. Just make it a good one. The Doctor

Flash Memoir #3 (of 5) – 20 Questions

Old stories and new stories are essential: They tell us who we are, and they enable us to survive. We thank all the ancestors, and we thank all those people who keep on telling stories generation after generation, because if you don’t have the stories, you don’t have anything. –  Leslie Marmon Silko You likely know the “20 Questions” guessing game process that revolves around … Continue reading Flash Memoir #3 (of 5) – 20 Questions

Edna Stafford's handwritten notes setting out names and dates for her parents' births/deaths, as well as those for her father's parents.

On (Not) Going Missing

Partly on thinking about Eve Sturges’ journal question “How Has This Experience Changed the Way You See the People Who Raised You?” In early 2018, Kathy, a newly identified maternal cousin Ancestry match, sent a message asking whether I might be able to answer some questions about her mother’s 1934 birth or adoption, maybe even about the person listed as birth mother. I could help … Continue reading On (Not) Going Missing

bay windows in the living room of the Van Brunt house when it was up for sale. Pillow in the window says "Welcome."

Today Donna and Dave paid off a second home

I reached a significant milestone today in finalising the payoff of the loan on my flat – nine years and a month ahead of the 30-year mortgage deadline. And I celebrate that, as I did when Donna and Dave, my parents, paid off our home in 1981, four years early. They accomplished the early payoff by shifting their work lives starting with my high school … Continue reading Today Donna and Dave paid off a second home

dd Iwan sings Yma O Hyd before the World Cup play-off final

“I hope you are seen”

Feeling spurred on once again simply by reading the dedication opening the “misattributed paternity” dissertation I’ve just started reading: To everyone who is searching. I hope you find what you seek. And in the process, I hope you are seen. We all live this NPE experience in such different ways, and share the hope of being seen, of feeling seen, throughout the journey. For me, … Continue reading “I hope you are seen”